Archive for October, 2008

crazy crazy crazy!!! haha

okay where do I start? ha

first off…….I was up pretty late recording some songs for my music page. ahh that got kinda late without me thinking lol …….and then I was like….i’ll get up for church! I can do it ^_^ I mean…I look forward to it every week xDDD so I have incentive lol

you can see how that worked out being as that I wasn’t there lol I slept in till noon. way to fail! =1 then I relaxed around the house………..got my new and haha “working” google phone :D  ….went out to look at costumes for halloween because i’m not allowed to wear the one I have =//its a little sluttyish lol just a little…………idk maybe not the best thing for a church =[ so I was looking for for something less legs and cleavage xD and woah! the dude that stands by the front of the door at the halloween store........scares me o_O! we walked in and he was all like.......

"HI!!!!! whats your name? I love your shirt! does it say something....dark and creepy?"

I guess you have to be a little odd to work in a place like that ahha so no shocker there xD and I found the most amazing outfit!!!!! gah! but when I pointed out the cute little bow peep costume and my mom lol saw the one next to it xDDD okay to explain the costume.....i'm just going to tell you the name of it and maybe you'l get the picture ahhahha It was 'lil bow peep show' aahhahahahhahahahha not for a church event ^_^ ahaha........then we left with no costumes >_< I need one soooo bad! you have no idea.

anyways haha after that whole incident and my mom immediately telling my dad that he couldn't get me a strippers outfit xDDD omg omg omg lol I love them so dearly for looking out for me <3

haha but I was the one looking for something more modest! not to find a costume with Velcro lining so I could get out of it in an "emergency" xDDD

that would be pretty cool for regular clothes though! aha

like jeans.............tops...........ahahahha.....a bra with a velcro back just in case that special someone is incompetent lol "the clasp is just too hard!" ahha ^_^ seriously though. I want that "modest bow peep outfit" for halloween.

mmm...after getting home and hanging with my two favorite boys in the whole wide world :D .....we left for the game and guess what! ...........WE WON!!!!! gah! amazingness right there ^_^

i'm feeling a bit of a hint from a couple of the guys on the team that they like me =// its really awkward......cuz my brother's on the team too!......and my dad lol

after freezing cold [even past the point where cuddling didn't stop the shivering....ha yeah I know xD wimpy lol but it was REALLY cold] we left to pick up kami from a party :) haha really I dont remember any details at this point because I was too busy in the car…..getting info on what I had missed in that like two days without a phone xDDD you would never guess in your wildest dreams o_O!

then……..I was off to the valley :) my mom is the sweetest person to drive me there and then come to pick me up :D I am truly lucky [even though I don't portray that enough]. so I got there…..met up with emm,chels…….ya know haha but then I realized something. I kinda ditched them =/ idk what happened…..it was like I randomly went off and said hi to other people. haha well……I dont really care to talk about guys ALL that much and thats kinda what happened in our conversation. if you know me so well that you laughed at the fact that I left when guys came up………..you have another thing to learn about me. :) haha let me rephrase what I said before. I dont like talking about guys that I dont know and will never meet. it has no point. and yes…….I like guys haha there I said it lol geez, I feel like i’m in AA or something ahah i’m a guyaholic lol oh yeah! thats a word! xDDD but really this has been a problem for me. if you look at my close friends…….they are mostly guys. seriously! its something that I need to work on because i’n the past, i’ve blocked out friendships with a lot of girls =1 idk why…….=/

I mean…..i’ve got me sarah, kc, anya, emm and chels but thats pretty much it on close girl friends. I need to open myself up to new possibilities :) so today I went around and said hi to everyone in the group. haha I dont really remember all of the names xD but I can try ^_^ isn’t that the point? :D

so I met this guy………………….^_^

okay okay haha you dont want me to be vague?

lets see…….I was sitting with this dude that ahah might have had the funniest pick up line that I had ever heard lol so I talked to him xD it was entertaining at first but then he pulled out the……..”did it hurt? when you fell from heaven” line aha omg that was……wow

and then I ran into sean. the guy that I was being vague about lol I had noticed him across the room for a bit because earlier he had thrown a napkin at me lol so yeah ahah

then he saved me from that “did it hurt?” dude and pulled my attention away to say…………as a completely serious adult lol……….”the names rivas…………..sean rivas” ………wow lol I was like ahha and he thought I didn’t get it so he explained that it was like james bond lol and hahahahhaha his poor sister was all like oh great xD ahah I started talking to her because of her little brother lol

then we walked around and introduced ourselves to anyone that didn’t know us haha

and and and guess what I found out! haha a new trick that guys use! i’m so gullible xDD I was all like…..ok! :D haha but………ryan haha omg another ryan xD kami watch out! its another one to keep track of lol lol lol but yeah haha he came up to me like…washing his hands with sanitizer and then he was all like….”hey! we haven’t met! i’d shake your hand but I have sanitizer on them =[ but do you like huggs???"

haha after all of this and julia pointing out that, that was clever.....I looked back on all of the times that this has happened to me........not with sanitizer but with other things lol

I AM REALLY GULLIBLE!!!!!!!

ha dont even make me tell you the whole..........."did you know that its a scientific fact that your iq is above 140 if you can lick your elbow? ". hahahaha and yess....I tried it. xDDD and no I couldn't lick my elbow haha but it made me look like I was close to a high iq fer sure! LOL!!!

anyways ha back to what I was saying about tonight :D I loved it! and i'm making this a new thing now! I even got invited to a party!!! ya

oh and someone asked me if I was 20 freaking years old!!!!!! :D DDDDDDDDDD  then I was like.......nooo i'm seventeen aha he thought I was a year older then him lol poor sean looking for an older girl and he finds out that he's been hitting on someone underage ahhahahaha you should have seen the shock on his face! haha he was all......noooooo......you look so much older! hah now that i think about it........maybe he was being sarcastic lol I couldn't tell

well now that i've had a fantastic day and i'm feeling older lol i'm gonna go to bed :)

me needs sleep haha and..........yeah i've got to stop before I start making no sense xD

so goodnight =]

love,

mandy <3

May you find some comfort here

Spend all your time waitin

For that second chance

For a break that would make it okay

There’s always one reason

To feel not good enough

And its hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

Oh beautiful release

Memory seeps from my veins

Let me be empty

And weightless and maybe

Ill find some peace tonight 

~

i’ve found comfort in this song today :)  

it was haha to say the least [.......CRAZY!!!!] haha I woke up to find out that I had to leave the house in five minutes xD but I had no make up from having it all soaked in dr pepperlol so yeah that sucked :P  

I then left for my little nephews birthday party ^_^ okay I feel so old now haah he’s EIGHT!!!! like…..what? haha its just sooooooo weird for me idk. I mean…….I had already dated emmett keegan and patrick keane by that age lol it wasn’t passed  holding hands……but STILL!!! thats weird to think that he’s at that age [.......] its been freaking me out. he just gets everything o_O! its scaring me =//  the other day after this football game, I met this guy and im not allowed to like him. which kinda makes it weird between me and the pushy friend cuz I like him a bit too much =p maybe not talking to him will help me. idk =[ life is confusing. so after that football game when I was texting him, my little nephew asked me if I was dating him xD I was like....nope haha thats just my really good friend and he's a dork haha so pat asked me……..how to ask this girl out that he really likes [........]  he came up to me like…………..”mandy, you date alot of guys………how did they ask you out?” ahha xD

after talking to my little nephew about dating lol  I realized something haha …..he had noticed that (in my life) I date alot of guys o_O! ha it made me think about some stuffs. even though i’ve never really gone out on a date…… I was setting an example for my little nephew about how you should date and I had no clue that he was watching. =/  I need to make sure that i’m living for god more than for what I want because in the end……..thats what really matters.  thats  all that matters actually.  geez, patrick is so grown up now. freaking me out. I cant say that enough. ^_^ hahaha

anyways lol I got to talk to some people at the party that I havent seen in like FOREVER! :D  and of course the……”college” topic came up =[ 

"what are you going to do for your future????" 

my problem is that for high school i've always loved to cook. I like haha food xDDD not to eat too much! but I love to make stuffs.  so I was all set out for cordon bleu culinary school but after some thought and things suddenly changing in my life, i've just lost my appetite for that kind of profession......=1

 I am really.....lost in what I want to do. I think i'm just going to go to moorpark and get a backing on my education first. I need this because even though i've passed the exit exam and everything required for high school........I really dont feel good enough for anything =// and thats not good.  so i'm gonna take some hard classes and push myself as far as I can go. then I will decide on what I want to do with the rest of my life. :)  

after all of this ahah I went to the batting cages to practice for the game tomorrow. ugg I suck sooooo bad o_O! if practice makes perfect............eventually i'll be "ok" haha :)  

and then ...............hanging out with me christie at simi high for this band thing lol I was all like um.....okay i'll go xDDD it was really fun! haha energy drinks lol i'm still a.......bit jittery from that xD   "you can have one! just dont tell mom I gave it to you!" haha 

ahahahaah and xD racing across the mall parking lot ahha okay! so I was all like........I bet I can beat you to the car from here!!! and I ended up doing that aha but I also ended up slipping and running into the car lol lol lol omg aha that was embarrassing haha but!! I won!!! D so it was all worth it. even the skinned knee >_<  i'm tough though ) haha you BETTER believe it! 

...what else happened today? 

[............] 

OH!!!!! I got a new phone! my parents and little sister went to the tmobile store while I was gone and surprised me with a google phone :D DDD  THATS RIGHT!!!!! but I cant use it =[ all because of this stupid dude that sold me the phone. he used a pocket knife to “clean” the memory card o_O!?!?!?!?!?! what the hell? and my mom was all like…..I guess this is a normal thing. it doesn’t work………BIG DUH!!! ugg i’m phone-less when I shouldn’t be lol 

so that was my day lol not too crazy xDDDD

I think i’m gonna go to bed early tonight because i’m like really excited about this game ^_^ yay! and…….kinda scared o_O!  hmm….okay well, I am off to clean my room xD 

 <3

……first off haha

I thought maybe writing in a blog instead of adding to a draft in my email would be a better idea in the long run of things lol and then I thought, hey! why not have an open blog for all to see? ha

i’ve got nothing to hide xDDDD [........]

anyways………haha today was an interesting one! 

to help you understand why I was so tired………I was up until the sun came up the night before and then I was woken up with only four hours sleep haha 

why you ask? …..the reason was that I had a fight the night before on the phone with a friend that I never in my wildest dreams thought they would tell me who to like :P yet thats what happened. so I had cried my last tears for the night and it was only like ten.  I bought a movie (the strangers)…….I thought it would creep me out enough to where I could hopefully loose all of my guilt from what had happened. but how is this better? haha …………..its not! xD I just wanted something different to think about other than drama. its too depressing at the moment to let myself get involved too deep. after everything that happened with joel and him treating me like dirt, I need to keep good friends and thats all. its easier not to be treated badly if you keep it clean. I cant take that =[ 

 

so..................I watched the scary movie o_O!  ended up sitting in my room in complete darkness..........hugging the closest stuffed animal as tight as I possibly could lol 

.....now you see why I couldn't sleep? haha

so back to today ^_^! my mom woke me up telling me that it was ten xD I was sooooo thrilled about that! you have NO idea! haha 

then got dressed and picked up me jessy <3 I love her dearly :) her mom.......dislikes me though =p i dont know why....=[ shes like super bossy and I feel as if I have to listen to her =[ I hate being pushed around and being taken advantage of. yet that seems to be my life =1 I hate that. 

and next stop was the park haha I didn't think about how stalker james was going to be there :P that was a fault on my part =/ we got out of the car and he immediately walked toward us o_O! I dont want to get into the many and infamous reasons of why I dislike this sad boy so much but lets leave it at..........I dont care for him. anyway.......we walked around the park with him following us the entire time >_< then we ran to get away but that didn't help [........] the scary part about this guy is that he pulls his knife out when he gets mad……..and today he kept flinging it out towards me……o.O that dude just scares the crap out of me. homeschoolers =( and I hate pocket knifes =[ I never want them around me. 

so we lost him eventually haha and then lol (someone) lol poured dr. pepper in my purse xDDDD i'm not pointing any fingers or anything ahha but..........IT WAS ALL KAMI'S FAULT !!!!!!  lol 

no, ha I love my baby sister :) it wasn't really anyone causing the bottle to explode in my purse and soak my phone and jessy's camera =/ 

lol [most embarrassing part of the day...] either me sitting on the ground. blowing……on my phone lol to get it to work and finding out that my shorts were too short for this quick action to save my phone xDDDDD 

or maybe it was everyone finding out that I keep a picture with me thats………………”weird” as someone put it lol 

okay, I admit it without shame that I keep a nail file that has a cover of a very sexy/almost naked guy on it!! ahahaha but I dont pull it out for everyone in the homeschool group to see! usually…….ahaha so that was a bit awkward [........] idk why though.

I mean………it would be weird if I didnt like that kinda thing! so nothing really embarrassing there :D  

*phew*!!!! :)  

and and and then after that……haha trying to call my phone lol 

no luck lol well maybe the first time but then it started to act all retarded xD

now me gets a google phone! haha omg o_O!! what a bummer lol 

wow.

I am so tired from today. you have no idea >_< gah haha I think I’m off for bed   

no more scary movies all by myself though! i’ll just drag someone along to watch it with me :D haha

 

tootles ~ mandy <3

 

 

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