well….this morning I woke up on the couch lol
for halloween I sat around and watched scary movies……..and thats pretty much it ^_^ today I was all like….hey I didn’t get any candy =[ but I need to look at it as a blessing! do I really need candy? ......no! its just really yummy haha
like other temptations, it tastes sooooo good and not having it seems impossible. but life without candy is way more healthy and just better for me later in life 
and if you cut it out...eventually it wont be as much of a burden.
ahha so I was up really late watching the freakiest movies ever! ahhahaha
then after woke up...I got a call from me lovely jessy ^_^
I love her sooooo much <3
we've been having to deal with james......and he's just a jerk to me. I know I know I should try my very hardest to love everyone! but he is just so mean to me =[ it hurts. ugg..........stalker was mad cuz wouldn't go out with him so he treats me like dirt. and now that he has moved on to one of me besties.......its just awkward lol us running away hahahahaha fun fun xD but she has her parents to tell him to stay away!
I didn't have that because I thought I could deal with him on my own. same with andrew the zambonie driver. I never told my parents why I couldn't go to the rink anymore. I mean.....what would I say?
mom....dad......sorry to wake you at two in the morning but......theres a guy sitting outside in his car...doing stuff to thoughts of me close by =( this was after I told him that I was giving up guys and that I needed him to respect that.
not a good way to deal with it. so I just stopped taking his calls. and eventually he stopped a couple weeks ago. didn't go to my parents when I probably should have =1 so jessy's smart! I need to learn from her.
so.....back to talking to jessy on the phone haha I found out that I was invited to a football game and the after party for halloween that was apparently awesome =[ kinda sad that I missed out....but next year next year fer sure haha ^_^
then we talked a bit about haha stuff and then I had to get off to check out magic mountain ticket prices!
YAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!
okay, you have no idea how excited I am to go!!! i've been begging since.......may lol so it didn't take all that long ahha but I finally get to go on rollercoasters!!!! 
DDD cant wait till friday! ahh!!! I bought the ticket on the internet for friday already ^_^ I AM READY!!!
now I am tired because I did like all of these crazy sit-ups >_< my muscles hurt 
but hey! thats kinda the point lol so i'm all good
and and and.............my birthday is in four freaking days! ahha! I was trying to figure out what I wanted to do for my birthday and really....I dont want to do anything big. I have this family thing and i'm good with just that =] idk haha maybe i’ll go clubing with k.c or……..something 
lol that would be fun ^_^ I want to do that. so yeah………….I’ll be good it’ll work out ^_^ haha
and… i decided to talk to this guy again. not telling sarah tho.. not yet anyway. she just got over him i guess and it would be hard for me to like him after her? i miss talking to him tho. =[ we talked for so long after this football game. i just.. ive never had anyone think im worth talking to like that. idk. i like everything about him! =) i just need to find a way to get my thoughts off text and into words when i see him in person =( i was so quiet.... that never happenes... =( maybe more energy drinks will help =1 maybe =[
you know whats weird?
...i'm so tired that I cant really keep my eyes open and its only ten thirty at night lol I should go to bed =] get some sleep for tomorrow cuz I need it! haha church [....] mall……college group……..late night out in the valley…….yeah i’m gonna need sleep haha
and the song totally stuck in my head right now because I figured in out on guitar is……….
wicked game by bassboosa
No I don’t wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
Nobody loves no one
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its soooooo good!!!! gah! stuck in my head all day. xDDD
…….goodnight lovelies
Mandy <3
