[...the truth shall set you free...] haha I was thinking about my life and how I had left the ones close to me out of it. Im just scared that i’ll be judged and looked down on for my choices. so I keep everything inside. =[
today church was enjoyable! I ran into some people but the problems have recently stopped 
and big hugs make the day all better ^_^ I love my patrick and ashton 
after that, I went to best buy lol ^_^ its fun! haha.....and then back home to change my myspace "about me''.
then after that.......I grabbed the tylenol =[
okay so for the last two weeks my last wisdom tooth has been coming in and it hurts to the point were i'm laying in bed.....wishing that I could just pass out =[ yess.....it hurts that bad! >_<
I need.........hmm......I dont know what would make me feel better at this point =1
it just sucks.
after the tylenol kicked in and I was feeling a bit better I got on my phone and sent a few emails. not much lol totally boring and well thats my life =1
god has defiantly taken care of me throughout my life! I see now how much i've been through! =[
going completely blind lol not all that fun! and not good when you're in public school >_<
dealing with almost no immune system for a while and not being able to go out as much as I wanted to 
random problems, horrible people, big mistakes and addictions.................life.......ugg I have had it rough! and wow maybe I have to do something or go through something so difficult that I needed all of this crap to get me ready for it.
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I just pray that god helps me to let go of my addictions and fears so i'm able to give everything to him. then maybe I can be someone that people look up to as a good example. =]
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well, its two thirty in the morning and i’m off to bed
nightie night
