okay, so today…I was all like…..I wonder what would happen if I took a razor and shaved my dog? haha
ahahahahhahahahaha it was fun haha xD she’s me little sausage now cuz she’s ahha pudgy lol ^_^ hehehe and um other that giving my dog a bath and shaving her down…….I just sat around and wrote some new music……tried planning out my birthday hmm idk what I want to do =[
and!!!!!! emmett's coming to simi!!!!!!!!! yay! ha I haven't seen him in FOREVER!!!!!
ha he asked to be in a post lol so...................haha
in first grade....lol lol lol...I had a dare to kiss all of the guys in the classroom. and I did! almost lol he was last lol and I never got to him haha so rachel (my bestie back then) beat me to it lol all of us had been homeschooled after public hahahahaha wow I wonder what happened lol maybe we were all randomly kissing our classmates xDDDD so we all looked up people in our class! and guess what! more than half of the class was homeschooled just like us xD so I got in contact with alot of them. and to tell you the truth...some got REALLY dirty lol very odd. really bad influences......=1
so now out of everyone in my class....I have emmett....and........yeah haha emmett. lol and thanks for the text haha it made me laugh xDDD "I LOVE YOU AMANDA!!! MARRY ME!" haha omg what a jerk!
he just knows me well enough to know that I run easy from ''I love you" ...
I just know that that guy is out there. he's not ready for me yet and has to deal with stuff but eventually....it will be perfect. I just know it in my heart! and I dont want to say "I love you" to everyone like it means nothing. I want to keep it to were I really mean it!
mmm....the rest of the day after that was pretty much reemphasizing the fact that I need to trust my parents more with my life. for a while i've been keeping things in the dark that could be hurting other people....all from me not saying anything. I just have to pray and try to do what god wants me to do. hmm........
~and~
kyleis super cool for being the good person that he is 
I was kind of depressed today. had some things to think about. but just talking to him.....you can tell that he really has a heart for god =] I wish I was that determined. makes me want to be a better person gives me hope =]
and lol now i’m sitting downstairs alone =[ ahha I just realized this xDDD my little sister put on SNL and I was laughing really hard to this one really creepy part haha
so…..i’m laughing and then i’m like ahha thats soooo funny! ……*no answer* haha and I was all like…….kami!?! are you there? turns out that she was totally passed out on the couch and I was watching the show all by myself o_O! haha
so now that i’m alone………..hmm……
I think i’m gonna go to bed. i’m sleepy
<3
