haha okay my birthday was fun [........]
the guy that i texted a few days ago…sent me a happy birthday text =) you have no idea how happy that made me =) and then i got on aim. i told him what happened with the whole crying out of being suprised thing haha i’ll get to that later lol but yeah. i hate looking at my phone every sec to see if i get a text =[ it sucks. i thought the guy is supposed to feel that way=1 not me! ...but i was so happy that he said hi =] i was all….christie! christie! he texted me!!!!!! haha yeahhhh…. im pathetic =( i really like him…
on to what happened last night for the count down to my bday last night…
I get an email that stumps me…=[ ha "death by deitz" as michael put it xD lol I was thinking that this email was just something that I couldn't get. and....=( I make guys think dirty thoughts. I hate myself for that =[ I thought I was doing it on purpose for so long and now that im trying not to, its still happening and its not like a dirty thought and thats it. i found out last night that....things....happen to guys when they think bad stuffs =[ so he said that he was going to cut me out for a bit and I understood. he doesnt need to be around someone like me =p I took the end of the email like..........think about it! and it wasn't anything like that at all.
so I was reading this.....in a pitch dark room...at two in the morning because i couldnt sleep. i felt horrible =[
so i'm sitting in the dark.
{ note the fact that I had just watched http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DsL_5bovozE }
I was obviously freaked out hah so now back to me in the dark all by myself.....looking at the computer, making me blind to the rest of the room.
all of the sudden.........................HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! and then I look and theres nothing there. o_O!!!!
so I cried. really hard! =[ haha and my poor little sister was all like.......are you laughing? then she was all........are you okay? haha. I was sooo scared you have no idea! o_O! i'm so not joking! =1
I told my older sister kayte about this haha she was like.......so when you're faced with the most horrifying fear, you sit there and cry?
haha I guess that was true =[ I just sat there......waiting for the monsters to eat me [...........] wow that was ahha……..enlightening to say the least.
so hah that was my birthday [....] yep ha thats all i’ve got hahahahah
went out for sushi ^_^ I <3 sushi 
hahaha they always say a way to a guys heart is through food……ha I dont think I could ever turn down an offer to get sushi lol
ahha so yeah……….that and watching law and order……
thats the end to my birthday
goodnight
