so I realized that I forgot to add new entries on here for a while =p sorry about that.
ive been kinda busy.
I think it might have been the fact that I have been happy. the only reason why I write is because I am upset or I have issues to work through…..
I guess I havent really had a hard time in a while @.@
tonight was difficult for me. I had an amazing time with my wonderful boyfriend 
we saw twilight and drank monsters! ^.^ and we got to really talk about stuff and our future while snuggling! yet after some thing tonight, Ive had to deal with some issues.
see, ive had this problem for a while. I gave it up and started eating after summer. but tonight I felt this temptation to go back to it =p I was reminded of stuff in my past. little things that I never want to think about came up. after all of that, I went threw playing it in my mind over and over and over. I cant do that to myself anymore.
i just….=[ idk. i wanted to come back to wordpress because its a good place to put what i think out there. idk. i need to make michael my wordpress tho. its only fair to him. so imma stop writing for a while and talk to my love instead =] theres so much he should know =( i just… im scared. im so scared =(
goodbye for now wordpress.
